LOST!!!!!

Hi frns,
          Today i gonna tell you a little story of mine but not in words but in a poetry...

"My heart is brave enough,though it pains,
My eyes are strong,though they hurt,
My mouth is shut,though it was bruised,
My hands are tied,though they are bleeding,
My soul cries,though it died,
But my aim still burns,though it is dying"

"Loosing my heart never pains me a lot,
Loosing my hands never pains me a lot,
Loosing my body never pains me a lot,
But loosing my friends pains me a lot!!!!"

"Lost in the battle of life,
Lost in the battle of survival,
Lost in the battle of gain,
Lost in the battle of pain,
But i never lost in the battle of gaining the hearts of my friends."

"Iam a looser,but never thought i would be the one,
I lost in all relationships like family and friends but never thought i would be the one,
I lost in my aim,but never thought i would be the one,
now iam in a state of confusion to which to loose LIFE or DEATH???"

Am i the only one to loose in every aspect???
Why i loose everything???
I lost my confidence,aim,everything but why iam still alive???
What makes me to live??
Is it my family??
my friends??
my heart??
my faith??
my fear??
my what??
HUH...Some lives still live though there is no reason to live,though they are dead,though they feel the pain.
Iam a looser but never thought of giving up my life.
So,friends loosing does pain a lot but even though you lost just live your life like that you gain everything and smiles forever like now am doing!!!

"My heart hurts when it thinks of a word called 'LOST'
My mind blows off when it thinks of a word called 'LOST'
My hands shake when they think of the word called 'LOST'
My eyes shut when they think of the word called 'LOST'
But still my soul walks in the thought of gain....."