Wednesday, February 23, 2011

It's Been a YEAR!!!

Days passed by,Time ran out,but Memories won't fade
,i still remember those funny days i spent with my friends of Btech(Undergraduation),we never knew we will become such a wonderful friends,we never knew how it pains after we become apart,we never thought there will be a day that we will be apart,We never knew we miss each other in this way,my friends are so amazing buddies i have in my real world.
They supported me,they understand me,they like me very much,they share every single secret with me that's the reason people call it a word named 'BEST FRIENDS',i call it as "Heart Buddies",because my friends are always have a place in my heart and they will be forever.

At present i'm very happy that some of them got married and some are doing jobs in many leading software companies but still i remember them as my old friends who used to hang out with me all the time,i knew i'm lonely without them but still just for my happiness i left my country and now suffering with this pain in my heart thinking about them and my family.Now,two of my friends became Mother's to a cute little kids and i really like them and i must say as all of my friends are bigger than me but each and every moment we all spent is not only a memory but my lost happiness.
I still search for them in the internet world just in case i get the same friends i used to have before but no one can meet them,they are so perfect,they are very loving,they are very caring now i miss them each and every moment.

I can say i'm living a life of NOTHING and searching for my Happiness here,i came to know the importance of Family and Friends in life,i came to know the importance of Tears,i came to know the importance of Pain,every day i live a Death life,each minute i live like a Zombie,each second i feel like a Poison,what to do now,what to say now,still missing you guys!!
Now,i consider myself as a SELFISH,ARROGANT,IMPOLITE girl around,
Every day my heart gets hurt because of no one presence,i never loved any person this much i love my friends and family,i came to know the importance now,i will never loose them again when i return my country!!

Moral:-PEOPLE THE THING WHICH I'M EXPERIENCING NOW IS JUST NOT WHAT YOU THINK A "HOMESICKNESS" BUT HAPPINESS IS THE ONE WORD WHICH WE CAN GET FROM JUST WITH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS,and that love cannot be compared with the so-called LOVER or HUSBAND in the future,so don't miss your family and friends!

4 comments:

Balqis said...

C'mon, Rav, cheer up! I do understand your feelings of missing your beloved mom and friends. But you're there on purpose. It's only a matter of a few years time, then it'll be home sweet home.

If I could ease your pain, I'd readily do it. I wish so much that what you're going through can be lifted off your shoulders. Be strong, Rav, everyone goes through such phases of life.

ravali said...

@bal:-well i'm really making myself stronger but i don't know why i'm lagging behind into my family and friends...

Boluwaji said...

Good one Ravali,I believe communion and closeness is very powerful in friendships and relations with family but even with distance we can be rest assured in the love, faithfulness and commitment of loved ones. Life is in Phases and we have to go through them!

ravali said...

@boluwaji:- well indeed yes,but still this is my hardest phase of my life!!